Being a mother is the world’s toughest
job! No Salary, No Benefits, No Sleep, No Lunch Break, No Vacation Time! I, Rackell Villareal, mother to a beautiful and super kulit baby girl who is now 5 months old. Super
daming nagbago sa buhay namin mag asawa ever since baby rhian came into our
lives.
Sometimes I want to give up; I can’t
imagine na super hirap palang maging INA! There are moments that cry a lot kasi
super pagod na ko, but you know what whenever I see my baby’s smile lumalakas
ako. Like today, I’m guilty in what I've done to my baby, di ko naman sya sinaktan (NEVER kong gagawin yun) pero I took her for granted for about 15 minutes. She slept around 10:30pm last
night so I decided to sleep narin, but around 4am she woke up and wants to
play, pero super sleepy parin ako (wala akong matinong tulog since January) and
pagod dahil nga hands on wife rin ako and full time employee as well. So what I
did was humiga ako sa paanan ng mag ama ko then pumikit saglit while she was
trying to reach my hand and smiles at me all the time but instead of playing
with her, I decided to keep my eyes close para matulog rin sya.
But when I notice na medyo sleepy na sya with matching kusot kusot sa mata nya and gusto ng magpahele, di ako nag dalawang isip and I hug her, say “Iloveyou and sorry baby”
then hele na. Ayun after few minutes, tulog na ang anak ko while holding my
lips. Yes! Super clingy si rhian, habang nag bre-breastfeed ako she keeps on
holding my chest, lips and hands. I don’t know kung mannerism na nya yun but I
enjoy it kasi ang sarap ng feeling.
I realized that I’m so blessed to have a
baby kaya wala akong karapatan magreklamo , yung iba nga dyan lahat ginagawa
para lang mag kaanak pero until now wala parin. L Kaya ako lubos
na nagpapasalamat at binigyan ako ng isang anak na nagbibigay saya sa buhay namin,
wala man kaming sariling bahay o magarang sasakyan, ang importante naman ay
meron kaming anak na bunga ng pagmamahalan namin. (#sentimodeon)
Lately, I got easily irritated because of
lack of sleep. Swerte na ko na makatulog ng 2 oras na straight, and how I wish
I can sleep for about 8 hours kahit isang araw lang sa isang lingo. Yun bang
walang iistorbo sa pagtulog ko, but according to my friends medyo matatagalan
pa bago mangyari yun, maybe pag mga 5 years old na si Rhian. Waaahhh…
So I want to share with you some quotes na
talaga naman tumama sa puso ko. Now I fully understand my new job and I accept
it with all my heart and there is no person stronger than a Mother and I’m
proud to be one!
So to end my 1st ever mommy
diaries, please watch this video, for sure kahit kayo magugulat na meron palang
ganitong trabaho. Let me know if you also holding this position and I will
salute you for holding this amazing job. Kudos Mommy!
“Before you were conceived, I wanted you..
Before you were born, I loved you..
Before you were here an hour, I knew I
would do anything for you..
Children are the miracle of LIFE!”
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